Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know it’s just me or everyone feels this But I think I’ll be never enough for my parents. Haar month ki jhik jhik. " Iske liye pise nahi hai " " uske liye paise nahi hai " " Yeh emi bhurna na woh bills pay karne hai " " Papa ki umar ho gayi hai woh kitni mehnat karenge ". All I want to say to them is. " C’mon mom dad mai bhi insaan hi mujse bhi itna he ho sakta hai, mujse jitna ho raha hai I am doing that, aur itni he umar aur mehnat ki phikar thi toh papa ne apne well earning point par saving kyu nahi ki jab unke 20s -30s mai woh acha kama rahe the tab toh unhone woh sab unke so called sister and brother aur unke bacho pe udda diye Jo ab unki respect Tak Nahi karte. And u expect me to earn 35k in month tell me how ?? Kise aisi konsi badi dgree hai mere pass itni salary ke liye. Graduation tak complete nahi hua hai meri. Tell me mai kya apne future ke liye save karu. savings ke liye mere pass kuch bache toh na. Humesha paisa Paisa. Responsiblity naam ki cheeze toh apko pata bhi nahi hai shayd. Aap batao I am 23 now kab apne mera bday celebrate kiya. U never did always saw my friends going out and partying. I don’t want parties I don’t expect dinners at hotels n all. but atleast celebrate at home. With just n HSC certificate I can’t earn 35k. atleast not right now. What if I ask u I want to do my dream course it costs thousands then do u have that much money. And to reach that level of paycheck I’ll need education and experience which will take time and money both chutki baja ke nahi hotay sab. Just give me some time and support that’s all I expect from you. Just try to understand me plzz. I don’t like the workplace I am working it’s exhausting sometimes. But still I get up and go to work bcoz I have to pay for all the financial shit u didn’t in the past. Plzz mom dad grow up plzz and just try to understand me.