I don’t know if I am really sad or not ! But I so wish my life to change for now. I am tired of enjoying on phone only. Life is fun only virtually for me. I want to change it for once. I have lots of issues with my family members out there, it’s not like I hate them or they hate me, but yeah, we get toxic to each other every now and then. I do badly need a change. I want a god damn job, because that’s the only option for a change in front of me, I am trying my best. But why do I always have to struggle for every little thing I want. I want to go out. I so wish this quarantine period ends now. Life is really really hurtful nowadays, I want a real happiness now ! 🥺😶