Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know how I act pretentious and ignorant in front of people about their comments and pity looks for my disability whereas it really hurts. Few differently abled people say … we’re strong, we’re no different from other so-called “normal people” but reality is that we are different. Moreover, we are treated differently. Reading and listening to all those praising in.sta f.b posts doesn’t change the reality that is WE ARE DIFFERENT maybe not in our eyes but definitely in society’s eyes and deep down we do give shits about others’ opinions. We have to adapt to that. We have to accept that people will stare at us no matter what, they’ll shoot us pity looks, they’ll sympathise with us, they’ll ask literally ridiculous questions. Although I know it’s out of concern but that hurts.
Sometimes we just need to feel included not discriminated against.

Recent case, someone asked me “mobile chla leti ho?” Is it really a question to be asked? Then he asked “computer nhi chla pati hogi”. I was literally feeling annoyed that time cz bro what the heck?

And everybody says “iski job jaldi lag jayegi, ese logo ki bht jldi Igti” I thought “hn ye shi h pdhna likhna band kr de rahe fir, jb job lgni hi h free m to”. It’s really getting difficult for me to deal with the public now. What should I do?