Relationships

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Love

Pro level frustration .

Frustration

She is priceless 🥺 

3am Thoughts

It's so sad that are relationship is not working . My girlfriend is very busy because of school we don't get time to meet and spend time together . And next year college starts , we might be more distanced idk will my love story succed I love her so much ♥️ 

Hello!! Lately I have been going through a change in myself. I'm forcing myself to change something that meant world to me. I have always been a gentle hearted person. Love unlike what it has become, I used to believe in something much more deeper, wanted to be by someone's side who would accept my stupid love concepts, and I waited a pretty long while and was ready to wait even more.
But turn of events, I just can't promise an eternity anymore, I just don't wanna get married, some stupid concepts and some events made me take such decisions.
And I can't leave someone I love brokenhearted at the end.
So a girl who haven't had even a guy friend, is giving up on waiting for her stupid love dreams and trying to go casual dating. Though this gonna take me another few years to accept before I start.
Let's see where my fate takes me.

I’m in a relationship from past 2 years. She has two past relationships. 
1. About the first relationship she didn’t tell me about when we started dating. And she 
had blocked this person on Instagram after breakup. 
2. In her second relationship. She told they just liked each other. But I came to know they both had physical relationship being friends. According to her. This was her worst past and mistake. But she still had this guy on Instagram and what’sapp not blocked. Where as her 1st ex was blocked on both platforms

When I stated dating. She told me about the 2 relationship. And lied all the time but later I came to know about all the stuff. And I forgive her for keeping it secret. Mistake happen. 

after few months I was using here phone gallery and say pic of her 1st relationship. 
She never told me anything about it and never gave me the reason why she kept this a secret. 

I’m confused though here 2 ex was her worst mistake and past she still kept him unblocked 
And her 1ex was blocked though they broke up mutually. 

I feel stupid for trusting her lame reasons 
Now I have trust issues and feel betrayed
She always lies what ever asked and tries to cover up at the end. 

Should I continue or break up

Whenever there is misunderstanding or argument between me and my wife, she would go to other room and why is it that he makes it a point that she would,  unnecessarily start make some sound, talk or make her self heard , also being loving with our child. Somehow make her voice heard, which irritates me further. it pushes me to degree I literally loose all mental control...
Her behavior is very immature and I don't know how to fix it.



Marriage

FIRST V/S ALL
Why do we still miss our firsts, even though its been so many years already.
I came across to my first gf profile, Idk why but I feel bad when I saw her, I felt unloved. I'm not really sure if I'm still into her, as its been almost 7 years already. We used to talk over call and chat everytime we used to get time. One day I disappeared, and ik all I did was wrong and that became the sole reason for our unofficial break up. A few months ago, I came across her FB, I tried contacting her with the name I used to call her, she didn't reply and blocked me directly. I didn't know I was blocked, so I tried contacting her on her Insta, and she blocked me there as well. I told my school buddy to talk to her that I'm in the city rn, and I wanted to talk to her and all, and she replied that she's getting too busy with her life, can't see people like me at all (as being told by my bud). She's in touch with almost every classmate we had in our high school except me.
Ik I've been a bad guy once by not telling her that I was in love with her then, and I think I'm still in love with her rn. My eyes gets wet whenever I see her pic, heart beats faster than usual and idk I just love her alot. I'm not going to get over her anytime soon.


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