I don’t feel so good.
i had just completed my assignment and had decided to go to my parent’s room and spend some time before I resume my work.
I hate the fact that my brother is addicted the online games. and the person who taught him is our dad.
I don’t care if my dad wants to spend more time with my brother. I don’t get jealous at all.
as usual, I started annoying my brother when he was playing with dad.
What made me sad was that he started comparing me to my brother who is six years younger than me that also regarding our intelligence.
there have been so many times when he always finds his son correct when he knows that his son is wrong.
he keeps on finding my mistakes but not my brothers. it is said that ppl who love u correct your mistakes the most, but I think my dad proved it wrong.
I have an older sister that my parents always with or without realising compare our intelligence. Bcs of it i even did study aoething more difficult than hers. And i didnt fail and i was even the first in my class. But they did not wanted to see it. After that i let it go. I dont give a shit if they still compare me. After all she can be good on some thing but not in like drawings or… writing poems… or history. So what i want to say is, parents aren’t our heroes and they are definitely not perfect. Don’t expect too much from them. After all, all people is selfish. Just see yourself as your own star. You can choose to be close to the sun or the moon. You can choose to be happy or sad. You will be shooked when u see how much more u have in you.
