I dont feel positive anymore, every single day my confidence keeps going down and down. I dont know what else should I do or how should I do it. I try every single thing in my power to make people around me happy. but some how I just end up getting used, bullied or feeling pathetic. Even my parents feel that I’m useless, even after the fact that I gave up on every enjoyment in my life. I feel like crying soo much but hold my tears everyday. I feel soo angry yet hold on my anger inside every-day. I feel soo broken yet I keep a straight face everyday. EVERY single day. Its not easy. I have created a façade around me so that nobody sees how broken or miserable I’m. I feel everything I do turns back at me in a way that makes me even more miserable.
Life was/is not easy for me. Not even a single moment. yet somehow I’m doing it. I feel soo much pain, I feel a heavy baggage in me that is increasing every single day I just hope I don’t die
I can relate to you. I wish I could go somewhere and start a new life.
even if its doable, THE SOCIETY or PEOPLE wont let you do it. because they control your life
Hey don’t worry
Think about your loved ones