i dont expect anybody to read this but, i hate my life. my school is so fucking annoying i hate everyone here. theres this one group of boys, theyre so toxic i SWEAR. they find a way to humiliate and bully anyone, and this time it was me. see, theres this one boy. im literally obsessed with him and i love him so much and i feel like ill never get over him. but hes in that group and hes one of the main guys there so its so hard to cut ties with them. recently theyve been sharing humiliating photos of me, posting it online, they even made some song to cuss me out and i didnt even do shit. i blocked them and now i want to refollow him and readd him on everything just so i can call him and text him again, but i know everything wont be the same because he and his whole friend group hates me and probably think im so pathetic and sensitive because i got mad about the shit theyve done to me. they even got real mad at this one guy who used to be in there friend group but he missed one of their birthday parties because of a PERSONAL reason. theyre so immature and i wonder when theyll grow up. all they do is point out me and my other girl friends’ insecurities but they dont know we cry at night about those little things. i cant wait to get away from them. ive known these boys since my whole elementary years and it was my mistake to start talking to them, calling them on discord and playing video games with them. i feel so different lately, ive been ignoring people, just listening to music 24/7, and i shower late and never complete homework. i feel like my life is a mess and those boys are making things worse. but then again, im only in 7th grade. compared to others, my problems are small so i shouldnt be complaining, right? im so excited to go to highschool and free myself from the toxic shit im in, but i hear many saying that highschool is worse and it changes you anymore. i dont really have anyone to talk to about this, so all i can do it share on this random site.
Preet Kaur @preet_chabra
It’s fine to complain about things you’re not okay with. First n foremost as wrong as it may sound, let me tell you that they’re not toxic honey. They’re just problematic children. Not every child is soft spoken, kind and generous. They do such awful things because they want to have the upper hand in every sort of relationships. But people change, 10 years down the lane even less or even more … all of them are gonna change. Some will get worse and some will understand and learn from their past mistakes and try to be a better person. You all are just starting your life … but yeah no one’s asking you to put up with them. Ignore them as much as you can. These troublesome kids find it very undigesting when they don’t get attention. Because that’s the only thing they look for. ATTENTION. Ignore them. And divert your mind into things and people who love you, care for you and will stand up for you. You have a long way to go.🌻
thank you. <3
