I don’t deserve a family

Depression

Guess I like my family

3am Thoughts

Having toxic family is not a blessing 

Family

Be the person in your family tree that breaks the pattern.

Adulting

My family is so toxic 😫 
There is fight no every issue 
I get negative vibes in my house

In my 22 years of life, I've come to realize that no one who is not your family gives a shit about you.
I've been through hell concerning my physical and mental health and no one has ever been there for me apart from my parents.
Not to say that I haven't been there for people. I've been there for people and in return all they have done is care about someone else and put me aside.
I'm starting to accept that everyone you encounter in your life is going to be just temporary. :)

Lonely

I am willing to give up everything for my family but it hurts when they go just by the words and don't understand the feelings.

Relationships

My parents told me that the world is better without me. They also said that if I wasn't born in the first place...  Their family will be perfect without me... They say I bring bad luck
I feel so mad and sad at the same time 
Well I don't have any siblings...  Can't have friends cuz I'm homeschooled... Well here I am expressing my feelings here☺
I want a sibling to play with I want a friend I want a happy family 
That's it
Hope I'll go to heaven so I can create my own family
Pray for me 
Thx

For once, let's promise each other that we won't be those 'toxic' relatives to our future gen, and point their body to them, show their unclear career, instead say them they're perfectly bodied, and will achieve everything and shadi me toh koi bhi jaldi nai hai 👀
Let's be those cool' relatives we always wanted, but don't have any. 


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