I cry more often nowadays and I really don't know he reason of it. I thought i was relieved that I'll not get to meet my batchmates but next day i was sad. Also it's been 4 months Am binge watching kdramas and listening to bts songs. Songs help me alot but although it feels like even though there's distraction I feel am alone, i have friends but i still don't, i don't have someone who will miss me, care about me. I feel like am scared of something idk what. But i have noticed one change in me since 2020 lock down that am silent, i don't interact much with new ppl, and i spend time to myself sometimes. Really confused what's going on with me. 

I try that but i don't know suddenly I don't feel like talking of I fear that they will break my trust that's the reason I don't connect with new people much because am scared of loosing them on trust

Okay i'll try my best to overcome my fears :)

I'm trying my best to cope up with it as much as I can 

Do you know this is a test for you just karma want to know how you can handle those things you can't related with to make to strong to survive in future world....


Depression

How to get over loneliness?

Lonely

i am exhausted ....because i cant openly share my feelings what i feel at that time because of fear of my husband...he always shout and drink.... i know in many ways i am wrong but i need a friend to tell me how i am wrong and where i am right 




Anger Issues

Does anyone know how to kill loneliness 

When does it become easier? When does the feeling go away? When do I feel happy?
 
I am 25 years old now and all my life I have felt lonely. I have people around me, so I am never alone, but god do I feel lonely. I have it quite good in my life - a stable job, healthy etc but the feeling grows bigger and bigger each day. I have dated, but I move on quickly as they don't make the lonely feeling simmer down. Does it ever go away? What can I do to feel less lonely?

Other

I am just feel some time frustrated,week and alone..i try to my self going out..but not go...i just go out when my city sleep..feel relax but alone.l..i don't know what i feel and what i want..

Confusion

I feel lonely and sad. Wow! Isn't that new? Lol who am I kidding. It's like I live in a house with walls that reek of sadness and loneliness. It is a disgusting feeling. I have been trying to find a way to avoid feeling that way, but I have failed successfully in doing so :) Never have I ever been like this. I have always been a very cheerful and jolly kinda guy. But high school and college have collectively turned me into a sad freak!! I at times feel that most of the time I feel lonely and sad out of boredom; just because I do not have anything better to do. But that is not it folks. It is not something that comes out of boredom or lack of things to do! I feel lonely and sad because I am lonely and sad. I have been like for most of my college life and let me tell yoi guys, it feels exactly like shit!! That constant sense of underestimation, self depreciation and low self esteem coupled with bad mood and pathetic surroundings just makes your day, doesn't it!? Well, no. It does not. My past has left me with a severe need for validation and a desperate attention seeking behaviour, and when I don't get that, I feel lonely and sad. I don't have friends who I can chill with. I roam alone in the entire university campus. Say what you will, but I am not a loner. I am just lonely and sad. 

Today I learned "loneliness is like smoking 15 cigarettes a day. It's worse than being alcoholic"

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