I constantly still wake up at 3 am to see if he chatted. Waiting for him to go online in the game we play, hoping we’d get to talk 🫤 I constantly still check my phone hoping to receive something from him. 

Does he know that you still have feelings for him?

3am Thoughts

IDK what to do.. my mom knows about my boyfriend.. and recently i told told her about my boyfriend going abroad for study.. and she said me to be more careful and conscious that he'll not return after studies and all that crime patrol drama.. then later i said all this things what my mom told me to my boyfriend and he was so pissed that why my parents have this low mentally and he started saying bad about my parents and their parenting style and even Said that he'll not marry me if my parents will continue doing this and badly insulted my parents.. i admit that my parents had some issues and they are dealing with problems but they weren't bad as he said to me..  he usually say this things when he got angry and then when he's calm.. he said sorry abd say that they are my parents too and all.. idk which one to believe.. I'm feeling very low and can't even say him anything.. i wish i had different parent which raised me better..

Confusion

i broke uo with a guy i thought was loml. he thought so too.. our relationship was amazing.. we both were very happy.. for 2 years, but in 2 months everything went down hill.. i was miserable when he broke up with me.. i was so heart broken.. i was dealing w it somehow.. i cant sleep for days, don't feel like talking to anyone, eat anything, I am miserable, and I thought he must be too.. but its just been a month and he posted an ig story w some other chick.. i wanna rip my heart out

Breakup

My secret is that I like my friends boyfriend.

I have never liked anyone but he is so kind and and funny and same taste. He is in my mind a lot.

I would never do anything to separate them!!!

I’m happy that they are together but angry cause why do I have feeling for him. Why him ?? There’s so many people why is it him that I fell…..



Crush

I'm feeling confused. 

I am in a happy relationship for the past 3 years. But right now, we are into long distance. I met one guy at an event. We started meeting just to chill because I am new in the city and he is my only friend and I am introvert, I take time to make friends. Once we met at his place and after a long talk and hooked up. 
I still love my boyfriend but I didn't feel guilty about it or anything. I felt good, I don't know why. 
But from the past few days, while talking to my boyfriend I feel a bit guilty and bad. However, I wanna hook up with that guy again. I don't know why, It's making me feel good about myself. I don't know, this never happened to me. Ever! 
I was always into relationships, never did something like this. I am continuous, thinking about all this. What to do? I really love my boyfriend and we are really happy in our relationship. I don't know why this is happening. 
Am I a sex addict or something? 
I know, I am doing something wrong. But it feels good to hook up. Something I feel I am doing something for me which is making me happy. 
What to do? 

Long Distance Relationship

I was divorced recently . Mine was arranged marriage dint know much about his character before wedding .there were few red signal but I ignored assuming everything will be fine after marriage.
After we got married things got worse he would come home late every night never respect me even as a human . I was treated like a slave. He would pick up fight even for every small things . Eg: He couldn't find his socks . I went into depression but never had the courage to break up. It went on the same way for 8 months and he started a fight and left me in my mom's place. After that he would never come to see me and not talk to me I had to beg him to even talk to me. For almost 6 months there's was no contact between me and him . One day he called me and we started talking and I thought he had changed and I decided to be very patient and save my relationship no matter what. We started meeting outside but still he was not ready to take me home. He promised he will take me home after he finishes construction of his house and asked for financial help. I trusted him and helped him and after few months I realised he was using me for money took advantage of me. Then I filled for divorce and finally out of it . But now my parents want me to get married again not that I don't want to be married but I am not able to trust a stranger.I can't trust a guy from matrimony. The pain I went betrayal that's stopping me from moving on. The word marriage itself makes me anxious. I don't want to be alone neither can I trust anyone. I am stuck. My fear is not letting me move on. 

Relationships

Any tips on how to move on from someone I never dated? 

Do I deserve to be tortured?ik It was my mistake I cheated on two guys at the same time and one of them got to know I decided to stay with him and left the other he had his conditions that I should not go out I should not talk to boys and I should not wear short clothes like a stupid girl I listened and now we are in 2 years relationship almost he comes up the part I cheated always and shouts at me bullies me says bad words we are in a long distance relationship I'm not allowed to put my camera on in classes because of him he says bad words everytime like gand mara randi and all its like torture and I haven't talked to any boy or did anything wrong past one year I understood my mistake decided to stay loyal and say the truth even if I tell him the truth he won't believe me I have issues going on in family too I don't feel like being alive anymore I want to die I want to find peace in death I just can't take all this it's difficult for me to even share my feelings now I'm so tired of all this I just can't 

Depression

I really like one of my friends. We'll call him T.

Basically, we kissed a couple times about 3 years ago, but then we started dating other people. Time passed, he broke up with his ex, and about 5 months later I broke up with mine. 

He started chasing me a little bit, and we kissed a few more times, but i wasn't emotionally available since i was grieving my recently broken relationship. I think T realized that and stopped chasing me.

A few months later, when i was finally over my ex, i saw T at a friend's birthday, since we share the same friend group. I realized i liked him a lot. Shortly after that, i asked him to hang out and we ended up sleeping together for the first time. 

After that I was hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out again, but he didn't. I didn't text him either. But i assumed he didn't like me and nothing else would happen between us. We hung out a few times with the whole friend group and everything was fine, we basically pretended like nothing ever happened between us. But i never stopped liking him.

A few months later, we started talking via instagram and snapchat, but just like friends. One day we hung out with another friend, and i just felt something was different. T looked at me in a way he never did before. It was just a second, but i felt like time stopped. I thought maybe he did liked me.

One night we went out with the whole friend group, and he ended up walking me home. We talked and laughed a lot, he gave me his sweater and he hold my hand, which he never did before. We ended up sleeping together for the second time.

After that i was, once again, hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out, but he didn't. So about 2 weeks later, i told him that if he ever wanted to hang out with me he could just let me know. He told me he was busy with college but he would text me when he was free. He never did.

It's been almost two months since that. A few days ago i talked to one of my friends (which is also his friend) and told her about the whole situation. She told me T is really insecure and when someone (a girl) asks him to hang out he thinks that it's out of pity and that they don't really wanna see him. However i think i made myself very clear about wanting to see him. So I don't know if it's that or he just doesn't wanna see me. The thing is i thought that he didn't like me before, and i was clearly wrong. So I don't know what to do. I'm also a very shy and insecure person, so i don't know how to approach him without being annoying or looking desperate. But i really like him and wanna be with him (obviously i never told him that, and i don't think i'll ever will)

What do i do? do i ask him again to hang out? do i wait til he comes to me? do i straight up tell him i like him? do i move on cause "if he wanted to, he would"?

I really appreciate any advice, and thank you so much if you read the whole thing. Also i apologize if my english is bad, it's not my first language. Thanks again for reading my story, i hope at least you found it interesting. Have a good day <3











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