A lot
At a point I couldn’t understand what was going on and i blabbered some serious stuff like sucide etc… but I couldn’t be open about my feelings so I tried to hide some and then I was completely shut and i couldn’t be true to my word due to anixety and stuff aand they started hurting me from what i said and then they kinda act pull some framed talk to getting me talking about things i wouldn’t talk and sometimes I blabber without thinking properly and they did it like most of the time or I can’t differentiate between truth and lie and for some weeks to month I was like total silence they kept misunderstanding me aand I also misleaded them and i couldn’t confront anything after when I told the serious stuff it was very shaming to myself and I still can’t be myself with them trust them I would always be nervous anxious whether they would hurt me or bully me and things like that and during that time I had many way to join frnds grp in clg but due my shame on myself i couldn’t get myself to go anywhere and they also stuck with me and got separated from frnds and now I ran of out options to join ppl
Good for you 👍🏻
Really 😂
No trust hence no chance of getting hurt either 🤗 isko laga dala to life jhinga la la 😂
Yet I can’t be freeeee I am afraid that they’ll hurt me I am afraid that they’ll misunderstand and etc…
I see that you are overthinking actually 🤔🤦
Yup i know that but I can’t get out of it 🫤
ruzel💜 @ruzel
What happened?
At a point I couldn’t understand what was going on and i blabbered some serious stuff like sucide etc… but I couldn’t be open about my feelings so I tried to hide some and then I was completely shut and i couldn’t be true to my word due to anixety and stuff aand they started hurting me from what i said and then they kinda act pull some framed talk to getting me talking about things i wouldn’t talk and sometimes I blabber without thinking properly and they did it like most of the time or I can’t differentiate between truth and lie and for some weeks to month I was like total silence they kept misunderstanding me aand I also misleaded them and i couldn’t confront anything after when I told the serious stuff it was very shaming to myself and I still can’t be myself with them trust them I would always be nervous anxious whether they would hurt me or bully me and things like that and during that time I had many way to join frnds grp in clg but due my shame on myself i couldn’t get myself to go anywhere and they also stuck with me and got separated from frnds and now I ran of out options to join ppl