I can’t seem to understand myself no matter how hard I try. When i think i’ve got it all figured out, i find myself drowning again and returning to that dark place that makes me hate myself and everything around me. I feel exhausted but at the same time i feel like maybe i’m just making excuses. In our current world if you just stop for some time to catch your breath then you’ll fall behind. The worst thing is that no one around me understands, it makes me feel like i should not be feeling the way i am.
Oh man oh man. I fucking feel you word yo word. Insay sit down take a deeep breath. I would say everyone has their own pace. A little example Jeff Bezoz started off when he was 40ish if am not wrong.
The Phyton @shaguar
Facing same thoughts
We all are facing that. I go through the similar cycle. This sad part is this anxiety doesn’t make me productive, it just makes me question my ability, self doubt creeps in.
