I can’t feel anything anymore. I become number. I can’t even cry. I stopped taking my meds. And now I feeling hopeless again. I don’t have any real friends. I never had a girlfriend. Nor female friends. I am 26 and I am going to die alone. But i don’t care anymore because my life never gonna change. I am ugly and bad person. Sometimes I wish I was a superhero at least I save girls from being harrased. People are so cruel in this world. If a girl is depressed. People come and help her. It’s is ok if she feels this way or cry. If a boy cries. He is negative person. He is clingy. He is not a men. My family says. U will have arrange marriage. Because I don’t have girlfriend. When I had interest in girls no one liked me. I tried tons of dating apps even paid for subscription. But no result. Now I just want to die slowly by suffering. Alone. It’s new year. Well it’s gonna be same as usual.
Friend,
First of all
Pls stop judging urself so much
Pls stop using words like ugly bad etc to describe self…
Let me tell you that actually everyone is born alone n will die also alone…
We need company to stay alive…
See if u have never been in relationship
Or if you dnt have a gf
Doesnot imply u are a bad person or u are ugly
Nothing like that…
Yes we all are surrounded by ppl who are dating
We are surrounded by couples
But this doesnot mean that singles dnt exist…
Or it is a sin or crime to be a single
Or being a single indicates some shortcoming…
No
Absolutely Not…
Pls dnt give up hope…
Pls…
Everything happens at the time it is destined to happen
Have faith in urself n trust universe…
All will be fine…
Pls Give Time little Time…
N also see so many ppl enter into relations at early age but relations fall apart too…
Breakups are very very painful
Being in relation with a wrong person hurts even more…
Yes loneliness hurts too
But i personally feel it is better to be alone than to be with a person who makes you feel alone…
So pls try to help urself at moment
Ur life is precious
Pls pamper urself
Shift n divert ur focus on making ur career for sometime
Do things that gives u pleasure n happiness
N just keep hoping n praying to cross paths with your right person… with all your heart n soul…
N try to think positive about urself
Friend when you will only not appreciate urself
How can anyone else appreciate you.???
Good luck to you…
May this new year really be new for you…
May all your desires come true…
Stay strong…
Take care
Thank you 🙂
Chrizzy Witch @chrizzywitc...
Let me tell you honestly, yes people nowadays mostly based physical appearance in finding relationships but don’t forget that each of us have a unique personality or something that we possess that others don’t. Don’t judge yourself of being ugly or bad because if you don’t have any confidence that you are something more than others think then there is no way you will move on in your life.
Physical appearance isn’t the only thing that people based on. There are a lot more than you think, maybe those girls that are your type have different type, it’s not about you it’s about them. If they can’t your worth then wait because rush things never have a good result. Don’t worry if you are single, remember before we came into this world we are alone and when we die we are buried alone. Just live your life to fullest and be happy.
Being Alone doesn’t mean that you are Lonely. There are a lot of this world who is single not just you.
Ps. Every person have someone that is waiting for them.
Thank you 🙂
