Dear, long distance things are difficult! The physical proximity helps to strengthen the bond , but right now it’s time to act maturely! Focus on things which is top priority! It may be career or him, so ask about his priorities, tell him your side, come to a middle ground and if this doesn’t work then you both need to create space to grow !! Breakup is not the ultimate option, as it’s not your fault that this pandemic is something you created
Trust me forget it.
EOD
The issue or the relationship.
Relationship
It seems as if you’ve summed up my story…I’ll just tell you what I do. I put myself in his shoes and then judge my decisions. Even our future is not secured but you never know. I had the world planned with my ex. So don’t think about the future. And whenever you feel it’s you who’s putting the effort , trust me he does too. It’s just you’re too drowned in your mind made stories. Try understanding him and trusting him . Don’t end things . These are hard times and if you’re willing to put effort then have patience too.