Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am/was a people pleaser and codependent then at a point I let myself be vulnerable very much and I told things that I didn’t say to anyone and I couldn’t live up to what i said coz anixeity and I couldn’t tell it and then my friends betrayed me/started teasing bullying me with what I said and I became so conservative with them and they were judging my every word and everything they misinterpreted me and but they didn’t abandoned me and they were like checking on me with another guy they were putting dramas for me and I don’t like it and then I kinda started to hate it and I kinda avoided whoever did that and i feel ashamed of me opening up and being vulnerable and it’s kinda very private serious things so I feel like I messed it up