I am tired of my mother, i wanna move out of my house not because i wanna be independent but because i don’t wanna stay with my mum any more. when ever i do something wrong means even the slightest mistake she is like whose head should i break yours or mine, aapna he phod leti hu kam sae kam marungi toh shanti mil jayegi tum logo ko. i remember as a kid when i was in 1st i guess, we had to grow a plant and then talk about it and i by mistake said the name wrong but then i corrected and i came back home told her what happened and she was like don’t lie ik you said the name wrong just tell me honestly or else god will get anrgy with you and kill me, she has always wanted me to be like her when she is scolding me, i might have a straight face but internally i am scared, because i don’t know what she might throw at me or how hard she my slap me. i was 4 years old and wasn’t brusing my teeth so she locked me in the bathroom and the bathroom was like small and i got so scared i cried for a really long time, the door got stuck and my dad had to break it and now i am scared of small places they suffocate me. i am scared to tell her anything, i don’t know on what thing she might get offended, she scares me. everyday i pray to god that i get into a good medical college, so that i can be independent till some extent. recently when i told her i have anxiety she called my friend to confirm it!!
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