I am tired now...
Getting anxiety attacks.. Vomiting.. Headache... 
I don't have any aim in life... 
Life seem so hopeless..


Wht happened with you??
Is everything alright?
A life can never be hopeless.
There is hope in everything around us.
Just we need to have a look on it.

Its not you.. this is not you.. your anxiety does not define you...  its the chemical imbalance in your brain right now.. which is not letting you think straight.
Please see a pyschiatrist in your locality... and seek meds... 
dont worry of what people would say... these meds will help you to think straight
and its not that you will be dependent on these meds

I suffer from severe depression and anxiety and I know what you are saying. I took meds for few years.. started working out, journaling, having a routine and now i m off the meds

Please please seek a doctor

Anxiety

not to spoil the ending,
but everything is going to be okie! 


Affirmations

Haiii! am feeling overwhelmed 😩

College

i suddenly feel very heavy, like the weight on my shoulders were a bit more heavier than yesterday. things here at home, well, they're fine but i feel really lonely. though its the most where i feel safe. at school, i feel like everyone is already way ahead of me, they already know which paths they would take for their future, while i still don't have a proper plan. my friends, they are having so much time, and im glad they talk to me too, but sometimes i feel left out and there's too much going on. lastly, i have this person that i like so much, and he likes me back! but i feel so distant with him lately even if i try my best to contact and communicate with him as much as i can. school is taking so much toll on me, and i still have strains from dance practice. 

im glad for everyone, but i feel like im way behind them to be able to keep up. im just here, infront of my computer, slacking the day off. i feel so guilty, like i havent even done anything right in my life. i don't know what to do, and i feel sad rn. i want to try my best, and i am trying my best with the things i like to do, but i feel like im still lacking something .. or maybe im just being overdramatic and very emotional .. idrk haha sorry for rambling on and on im pretty sure this is way too long to read t-t



I dont feel positive anymore, every single day my confidence keeps going down and down. I dont know what else should I do or how should I do it. I try every single thing in my power to make people around me happy. but some how I just end up getting used, bullied or feeling pathetic. Even my parents feel that I'm useless, even after the fact that I gave up on every enjoyment in my life. I feel like crying soo much but hold my tears everyday. I feel soo angry yet hold on my anger inside every-day. I feel soo broken yet I keep a straight face everyday. EVERY single day. Its not easy. I have created a façade around me so that nobody sees how broken or miserable I'm. I feel everything I do turns back at me in a way that makes me even more miserable.
Life was/is not easy for me. Not even a single moment. yet somehow I'm doing it. I feel soo much pain, I feel a heavy baggage in me that is increasing every single day I just hope I don't die

Um hi I’m new
😅

Well I’m here to write out my feelings. I’m 16 and I really don’t have much of a life .
I have the weirdest stuff going on 
I’m a really petty human being, I’m childish and immature and playful and it is really affecting me like mad 
I don’t know what to do people tell me to be myself..
I try but I end up doing things that hurt me 😅😅
And I don’t know what to do this is like my 5th website and I’m really hoping I could get quality advice here 


Life

I have become problematic. I am not myself anymore. I am becoming more and more self-loathing and negative. I am becoming a depressed, lonely, and hateful person every day. My toxic traits are: 
My unhealthy relationship with food. I am an emotional eater.
I am insecure about my looks, especially about my smile. I seek validation from others.
I give and use silent treatments as a way of punishing people.
I want others to feel the same pain that I went through. I like to punish people when they do wrong generally as well as with me.
I enjoy being alone in my room. Binge-watching Netflix, checking messages from social media all the time. 
I procrastinate a lot and I am lazy.
I want things to be perfect and according to my plan, I have a sort of OCD.
I don't enjoy working. Although being an excellent student in my school and college days, I am jobless now. I only like eating, sleeping, and watching movies.
I dream big but I don't make it happen.
I act like a victim and think I deserve punishment. I keep my hair short, my nails short and don't apply any makeup on my face, I am always wearing loose pyjamas even when going out.
I have an unhealthy relationship with my family. I don't like my family. My parents used to discriminate between me and my siblings. I was abandoned and made to feel worthless by my parents. We are not in touch now. They have done quite a lot of terrible things to me and I want to punish them myself. I feel like it will give me satisfaction and peace.
I don't like seeing other people enjoying their life. I become jealous of what they have.
I want everyone to like me so I tend to do things to make them like me. Also, I act distant and aloof but Inside I am needy and desperate for love.
I love a person but he does not appreciate me or understand me anymore. He liked an older better version of me. So we fight a lot and I want to keep him in my life but I don't have anything to give to him. I want him to be there for me but he is not capable of handling me or my emotions. He leaves me saying I am too much.
I overthink and overstress myself all the time. I overthink everything. With each and every word people say and even words left unsaid, I overthink them too. I make fake scenarios and indulge in them. I want the life they show in movies, perfect family and love life, but I have neither. 
I don't have one person I can count on. I feel pathetic and sad all the time. 
If you are reading this, please help me. Tell me what Can I do and change my life. I don't want to live like this. 




Depression

Everyday I'm pushing myself to do stuffs like doing my assignments going to the gym but honestly i don't even want to get out of my bed. Family who looks down on me. Friends all who left because i can't be happy and jolly like i use to be before. For others I'm just a arrogant person who thinks highly of herself but here I am who just want to be loved. I have been trying to reach out to people. Anyone. Since 2 years. I just can't. I can't even afford therapy or anything to get myself checked. I just don't want to live a life like this. With no meaning or purpose.

Lonely

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