I am the perfect kid in the house. Everyone expects me to do the right thing and be a certain way. And I do. But I am tired of being this person who is perfect but it isnβt me. I love a guy and he loves me too but we are not together just because my family expects that first I should complete my school. I am in 12th rn. Being in a relationship not necessarily mean that you are not serious for your career. He is so understanding thatβs why he agreed to wait for me till my 12th gets complete. I donβt wanna be perfect but whenever I disappoint someone, I get so sad and I blame myself for everything. I just want them to understand that I sometimes get tired of fulfilling there expectations. π