Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am taking his kindness, humbleness and sweetness for affection and I’m going crazy. He is my first ever crush. Idk what to do. I am just lost. I like him so much. I blush really soon these days. I am becoming soft, i was never like this-
He made me so soft. I had been with two guys but they never made me feel like this, NEVER. Nobody, LITERALLY NOBODY showed me so much of kindness. NOBODY ever talked to me so sweetly. Even though it’s just in chat or maybe he is faking, but even in a fake way no one showed this much kindness. He listens, reacts and cheer me up whenever I am down. One thing I am sure about I’m not gonna confess because I don’t wanna lose him. Ik it is all online but he makes me happy when we chat <3 I LIKE YOU SO MUCH E PLEASE LIKE ME BACK <3
UPDATE PEOPLE: MY CRUSH FUCKING MADE A PLAYLIST FOR MEEEEEE, AAAAAA!!!WTF-