I am stuck coz of my past relationship. I am not able to trust anyone. I want someone to love me, care for me. But I am just afraid it may hurt me badly again.

I guess you are right. I need some more time to get healed.

Take time to heal and just be with your friends and take some time talk to people but don't get attached easily and i feel you should start making new habit which help you in growing

Lonely

Anyone up to chat ? About anything!

Personality Disorder

**Don't Know** its the ans. for how do I feel
Right now I'm feeling like I really don't know what I am feeling,
there is no one to talk to or share feelings, at times I talked with my "friends" but they bored me or I bored'em IDK. Like there's a Khaalipan(empty kinda feeling) but still again IDK.

Coming Out

Define in 3 words ..
What’s lacking you behind to get what you want??

Dreams

I'm so much pissed because of someone 

3am Thoughts

Kya koi Bata sakta hai,?

Lost a lot in the habit of intoxication in childhood, then gradually the time became difficult, understood, and quit my bad hobbits,After that I thought of doing something big in life,and started observing my friends and others then I realise that how small these people think, they only think about money. And started fade away from everyone. Started improving myself. I did as much as I could, And I made myself better than before, But I wass losing my friends on the other side. I used to stay away from them because they remembers me only when they need me. And right now. Am still far away from my goals and I really wants to continue working on my goals, But sometimes it feels like am loosing everyone in life. Friends, relationships, everything. When I see other relationships, they looks so close and happy, but it doesn’t happens to me, And it demotivates me, And I am forced to think that I am doing right or wrong.

It’s so confusing, what should I do?
Everyone seems to be fake and does not feel like living with them and on the other hand the results of hard work are not that special.

Life

hey!! anyone up for connection? some random topics and getting to knw hws life different at other side (male here)

Acquaintance

BPD feels like a curse. The other day, Saturday I messed up, I did something stupid, went back into a old bad habit of mine. I had to get medical help for it, I felt humiliated, and ashamed. When I came back home I had to reap what I had sown, my partner was very upset with me, which was understandable. As were my family. I was sure at this point I lost everything, my partners trust and possibly him altogether, my parents, and my job I hadn't even started. Today was ok, but I'm scared, it's only a matter of time until my mind tries to destroy me again. I'm not sure why I'm writing this. I'm just afraid.

I will never be good enough 
I hate myself so much, so much about me
The things I don't hate do not make up for the rest 
I don't even know why I am still trying 
Everything is so f*cked up

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