Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am single child, I have always had the tendency to emotionally rely on my friends and the person I am dating more. My boyfriends do become my emotional strength and support in certain capacity. Other than this I usually like talking to people that keeps me sane and somewhere fills up my void. Now that I have been dumped my emotional pillar is gone and I am torn whether I should get on dating apps just to talk to people or I should start to learn how to fill up that void with my own company. I don’t want to get into a relationship right now, nor do I want any flings or hookups.