i am recovering from n eating disorder. and i am doing pretty great ive been body checking less and eating more. ive gained some weight and its a bit hard but i try not to think about it too much

Happy

Hello
I really need help
I am suffering from an eating disorder and I need some support.
I am experiencing burping, diarrhoea too which is making me feel like nobody cares in my home except my mom i really need support and I am not lieing to anyone

Binge Eating

What are the symptoms of eating disorder. ( when and how did you got to know you dealing with it ?)

Stress

Hey let's share what did we eat this whole day today :D those who were fasting should also tell. I need to knows the details :p 

Mindfulness

Why do sometimes just eating food makes everything better???

Other

I just don’t want to do this. Recovery from bulimia fucks you up. I’ve been trying but cutting keeps calling out to me now. Ending this misery is a better option. People will cry but they’ll move on. I want to see the blood slowing flowing out and ending everything. I’m trying but is it worth it? Just… how do make it stop. My father and sister are the only ones I’m worried about. I’ve started to wish I could stay forever just for them, but what am I even if not just a waste of space and someone who eats just to purge it out. 

Suicidal Ideation

Why don’t I want to eat?

Healthy Food

CW: ED (I don’t wanna put the TW tag on it because I need people to see the preface.)
Please don’t just scroll past this post. I need help and I need it urgently. It’s not a crisis but it’s not something that can wait until tomorrow or something. So just. Please don’t ignore this.

Can someone please give me motivation to eat? I’d prefer if it came from someone who’s also struggled with an ED or at least understands that “just eat, you’re beautiful the way you are” or other shit like that doesn’t help, because I need real motivation, because if someone doesn’t intervene, I know I won’t eat anything today (won’t even have to eat dinner because my parents are going out tonight so my brother and I are just gonna get pizza or smth) but that “MoTiVaTiOnAl” shit doesn’t help. I need someone who understands and knows the feeling, but who has made it out and can actually help me. Please. This is a really bad relapse and I need to get out of it but I’m stuck and I need someone to intervene and motivate me to eat in a way I can actually listen to.
Thank you.
-Sky

Anorexia

 Okay. Tomorrow I’m going to start day 1 of trying to starve myself as much as possible. I do not care what you say, it is my choice and I’m going to do it. 

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