Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

i am now listening to the favorite song of a special guy for his girlfriend. :)) He came to my life after he broke up with his girlfriend. We talked and made a good connection. But he told me several times before that he can’t go back to her because he will not be able to follow his heart. So i believed in him. Then days after, his girlfriend want him back, so he told me that they will be together again. I let him go back to her, because who I am to stop him? I was not surprised but disappointed, because I really like him. Then, days after he told me that he broke up with his girlfriend again because he is not happy anymore and he chooses me. That moment, I told myself that it will be my fault if O get hurt again. Then because I like him, I accepted him again. But then when things are not that happy anymore, he said that we should stop the relationship. And what can I do, but to accept it. Now he’s with his ex girlfriend again. I am not surprised again, and not disappoined too. Cause I know that I’ll get hurt, but accepted him anyway. It’s just too “emptying” sometimes, to be treated that way. :(( But he is happy now, so I must as well.