I am not the same person I was 2 years ago, now I can't keep track of time, I can't process anything around me, I forget stuff, I don't feel like I am living in reality. I am at the point in life where I cant pause to figure out what's wrong with me or do something about it, but I am very uncertain about how I am gonna pass this time and will I be able to.

Anxiety

Is it okay to tease Your partner Even if He or she dosent like it but you keep on doing it and then Say I love it when you get angry Is it Okay. Here things are different Because 2 people are opposites but There is an limit. Is it Okay ??

Relationships

No 2
I not feeling good..i feel dispointed and sad..i and my lil sis live apart from our mom...we want to give her new life with her new husband..and my father...already forget us..we have our grandmother and our uncle...i hate dis feeling because i have to watch my lil sister crying when she miss her mother...she only 15...i feel useless cause i cant do anything...why people abandoned us..??

"when i feel unwanted i distance myself, I think everyone of us has done that to people we hold up on the pedestal, we think of them of being such a worthy people that we are ready to make ourselves lower for them at every moment, and when they don't see our efforts, we end up distancing ourselves from them.
This happened a while ago, I was in a relationship with this guy, I loved him and adored him a lot, I always made myself available for him, but any time I needed him he used to give some lame excuse, that is when I feel unwanted I distance myself from him. He never understood my situation, he always took it up as if I am blaming him for something, I never do that, I loved him so much to blame him for anything. One day we fought so much, I understood he was just passing time with me and did not really want anything from me, he was doing his play and then is when I broke up with him and now I feel much better.
But still, when I feel unwanted I distance myself from my family members, at times it might not be their fault, but because of my overthinking I do that and they suffer and I too suffer. Is it because of his behaviour towards me that I am becoming like this? I hate to do this to my family, but unintentionally I do it and it hurts my heart"

Mood Disorder

i’m not mean, i’m not a b****, i’m not cold, i’m scared and you don’t get that. 

3am Thoughts

There’s a girl on Instagram , I really like her , but don’t know what she feels about me or us , how am I supposed to tell her 

Girlfriend

After so many days, i am writing here.
I was feeling much better until today. All those feelings once again conquered!
As i am writing this, i just dont know what i am feeling , sad or just fine ? I dont know.
I just know, it’s not okay to tell someone that their love has faded. Does that mean, anybody at anytime can just UNLOVE you when surrounded by different other things or under some circumstances ? Is that so easy ? If it is, then how can i trust anyone ? Its like, a child is being given a toy and when he sees something else , maybe more interesting or get busy with more better thing, he will forget about that toy. It is just so unfair, ofcourse not for that child. But the toy, only that toy is me and i am sad !! Although at this point, i made myself laugh about what i am even writing ! Lol.
But i hope you get it. Is it what this is supposed to be ? You just move on when you see something better ? I mean in case of opportunities ,seems like a fortune but what about, when you are dealing with a person ? Just beacuse you were surrounded by other people , their thoughts and everything, your routine changed and you begin to understand or look things from perspective of your surrounded ones, you just change ? Is that it ?? 
Then this thing will keep happening ! It wont stay at one place. It will keep on happening, whether boyfriend or husband or even your siblings. It will ! Why the hell, CHANGE IS CONSTANT !
I get it, when you are doing something with your life, this proverb fits good. What if someone, uses this in case of feelings Or loved one ?
Its frustrating and now i am lost ! Ugh !
Thanku for reading this, if i have bored someone or confused someone, feel free to pass !

What do you do when you’ve tried every RX and nothing works?

Mental Health

I feel if I had a friend to talk yr how's things are not in state to make new ones but their are no old ones too
When will things go normal for me? 😫
Isn't it's true no-one will be there in your tough times tho even I am not in anyone's but atleast I tried what I could do and now me huh?🥲
It's all so overwhelming how I can handle this all alone?😫
- Just venting :)

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