Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

i am not feeling good because i dont want to stay at home …my mom and dad are so strict.they never allow me to go with my friends …gr jhel jesa lagne lag gya hai esa lgta he khi jaa hi nhi skte or gr walo ko khi gumna psnd nhi he jo unki wjh se mujhe bhi gr ke gr me rhna pdta he or bhot frustrate hu me mujhe ese jhel me nhi rhna jha khi bhi jao uske liye permission lene ke liye bolna pde or permission mango to mna hi milta hai or mere parents to wese bhi toxic hai kuch share krne tk se dar lgta he …unse hr cheej me dar lgta he …ye indian parents itne toxic kyo hote he …hr cheej ke liye is se baat nhi kr skti us se baat nhi kr skti kha gumne jaana hai tujhe gr me rho gr bhot bda hai yhi gumo mtlb seriously gumne ko wo gar me gumne se compare krte he yrr ab bss tang aa chuki hu kbhi to lgta hai ki bhag jau gr se i want freedom …yrr …bt pese bhi nhi hai…me bss 17 ki hu or gr wale mujhe shaadi shaadi krte he kya mujhe spno se pyar nhi he …unki hr baat ese pin ki jese chubhti hai …na thoda space de skte he or na privacy…mujhe ab is jhel se bahar jana hai…or to or in sb ki wjh se compare krne ki wjh se kisi se confidence se baat tk nhi kr skti pta nhi kyo.😔😖😃😔😭😄