Heyy are you alright.
See being shy is not a bad thing. Introvert people are always special.
And I’ll be happy to be your friend
Hii!! You know there are some confidence boosting courses that you can find online probably. You should check them out. The main thing you’re struggling with is confidence, so if you just work on building your self confidence and self esteem, your relationship with other will automatically get better and you will get more comfortable with others. Also, loving yourself is also really important. Remember, no one is ugly. It’s just that people have different preferences.