I am new here koi dost ban jayo re baba 😆🌝😞

Friends

               Meri zindagi……                                    I try to express My depression in words. Makes me Keep fighting

Bachpan se suna tha zindagi ek safar hai. 
Par mera yeh safar tho har din anokha hai. 
Kabhi din nikalta hai hasi ki Khilkariyon sa
Kabhi in aankhon main chupaye un anginat aansuon sa. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke main tukdo main bikhar gaya. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke meri rooh ko sukoon mil gaya. 
Kabhi main us chaand se akela lakhon taaron ke beech main 
Kabhi jugnoo sa raat ke andhere main akela timatimata sa. 
Kabhi ek mukhota pehne ek bheed ka hissa bhi main. 
Aur kabhi kisi purani kitab sa bhoola pada ek kone mai main. 

Depression

Move on karna itna mushkil kyo h. 

Breakup

bhaiyo aur beheno koi sasta aur acha phone suggest kar do  ........

3am Thoughts

Musibat me pehne fir de use utaar
Helmet sa hogya logon ka kirdaar

Dreams

Hy im new here , so no idea ki kese work hota yha when i searched on internet i want to talk or share my feelings with someone so google suggest me this , but i feel very different a mix feeling , rona bhi aa rha , gusaa bhi h , pdhai ka bhi mn ni , parents ko btane se dar lgta ki vo fhir suna denge dont know yh sb 2 week se chl rha ya sab toh khtm krrne ka mn kr rha ya sb rok dene ka . Sab kuch heavy heavy feel ho rha .

🙂 ek ladki se baat kru ya nai kru merko suggestion chahiye koi dedo please situation kaise explain kru idk,
Uska recently breakup hua aur ab idk why she started talking to me again.
Ya to jab tk heal nai hoti tb tk baat kri hai ya fir mujhe abhi baat band krdeni chahiye usse?🙄

Love

There is too much hysteria about self-love in this app!! So explain your concept of self-love and how you apply in your life
Notice- Not googled or generalized meanings(in local language better) hindi

Caution: i am guy (so simp can save there effort/energy for later) 

Life

Likhawat

Kayii aise raate kaati 
Karwate badal kar..
Hazaro khayal aate gye 
Kayi aise sawalo ka jawab dhundhta raha dil 
Jiske liye bechaini badhti gyi..
Vo neend se tuut jana 
Kyuki khud tuut chuki thi..
Har din khud se ek nayi sikayat karti thi 
Ki kyu khuda ko halat par taras nahi aara
Kyu vo meri awaz nahi sun pa raha
 Mandir ma manga 
Mazjid mai manga 
Har jagah bhagi sirf sukoon k liye 
Par jis dour ma fassti chali ja rahi thi 
Vo dal dal aur samet taa jaraha tha khud k andar..

Kbhi khamiya puchi upar wale se 
To kabhi kamiyo apno se
Khud par sawal khade kiye ki akhir kaha haar rahi hu ma 
Aur fir waqt ne aagah kiya nayee masle se

Jisko aitbar kbhi rab k alawa kisi par na tha
Aaj usko tantro ki vidiya bhi lubhane lagi ha
Jisne nakshatro ka sirf gyan liya 
Halat khuch aise aaye 
Ki aaj khud par unke madrate saaye ki kahani sachai lagne lagi..


Dil bahut dara sa aur sehma sa rehne laga ha
Ki kya naya tufaan aa khada hoga 
Kon si kbhi kii hui bhalaii
Aaj musibat ban aa tuut padegi..

Socha matha teku 
Sayad upar wale ko meri pukar sunai de
Par Vo ek akhiri jalti lau 
Bhi lagta taano ke jhokho se bujh gyi..

Har din sochti hu ki aaj samet lugi khud ko 
Aaj to har haal ma bahut waqt k baad khul kar hasugi
Par ab lagra 
Sayad kbhi sahi waqt roya nahi vo bhi uska badlaa lerahaa..

Ha tuti to is bar jazbato se bhi hu 
Jiska asar dil se zayada bahrose par pada ha
Khuch aisa hua hai
Ki ab aitabr upar wale se bhi uth chuka ha..

Ya khuda mana hai tumko sabse azeez 
Ya khuda mana hai tumko sabse azeez 
Ab tak bahrosa jo tumpar se nahi utha ha 
Kyuki atibar tumpar nahi 
Tumhari banayi khubsurat kala 
Maa baap par kiya ha..
 
Har ummed tut chuki 
Na himmat rahi  ab aur rone ki 
Aur kya hi bikhrugi ma 
Aur kya hi bikhrugi ma 
Jab dilo dimag mai sannate ki hawaye behene lagi …

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts