I am new here and I don't have lots of friends. Whoever I trust, I get betrayed (in terms of friendship) and recently in my relationship too. Everything is just messed up. I am far from my family for the last 7 years because of my studies and now my job. I want to go home but that is not even in my hands. It is hard to believe but I don't have a single person in my life to whom I can call my friend. This thing sucks!

I get that feeling buddy.. its okay.. let go of people.. right ones will find you.. don't chase anyone

I don't fully know that feeling but I can understand how lonely it feels and you can share anything you want

You can talk to me if you want a stable friend .. trust me I've been through that and it sucks

Relationships

I don't need friends. What's the point of friends. They just leave you. They judge you. They don't accept you. They hate you.   They're overrated.

Friends

I need real people in my life. Tired of fake ones.

Life

Had a lot of friends in college, so it never felt that I need a GF too as I was more than happy with all my friends.

But as the college comes to an end, now I'm only left with 1 friend. All other are busy with their GFs/BFs, and now they find it difficult to take out time for their friendship

Also during this wfh thing, I don't even have a single school friend in my hometown with whom I can hangout as most of my classmates went abroad after school.

I don't know what to do know, feels like I really need someone special now with whom I can share anything and who's more than a friend to me and understands my emotions.



Girlfriend

Hi I'm feeling quite low today. I feel lonely at most times I don't have any friends I come here and try to answer people I sometimes pay for them. But today for the first time I'm feeling weak and there is noone I can tell this too. It sucks to have noone to talk to even to listen someone's endless stories. I don't know it's me that's toxic that noone wants to be friends with me or meet only disrespectful people. Even if people are good and we are like best friend after a month or two they leave. Then I question do I bore them or did I not apologize for something maybe they were sensitive to idk but till date not has ever stuck am I the problem?

Do you ever feel like your friends don't consider you close as much as you consider them? 

Adulting

Sometimes I close my eyes and paint these walls a different colour. I imagine I'm wearing warm socks and sitting by a fire. I imagine someone's given me a book to read, a story to take me away from the torture of my own mind. I want to be someone else somewhere else with something else to fill my mind. I want to run, to feel the wind tug at my hair. I want to pretend that this is a story within a story. That this cell is just a scene, that these hands don't belong to me, that this window leads to somewhere beautiful if only I could break it. I pretend this pillow is clean, I pretend this bed is soft. I pretend and pretend and pretend until the world becomes so breathtaking behind my eyelids that I can no longer contain it. :)

3am Thoughts

i feel like im slowly losing my friends and i dont know what to do to stop it from happening. 
i feel as if i dont know how to talk to them anymore.
i cant stop crying whenever i think about it

It's weird that as we grow older we have less and less friends. There was once a time in my life where I could just go and talk to people and make new friends. But as time goes no one stays.

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