I am low, again.
The thing is, I am in a healthy relationship for 6 months now, before that I was in a very toxic relationship for about a year. I got traumatized, anxious and depressed in that year. It all comes back the memories and all that guilt and sadness, everything. I should be happy, enjoying my days with him. But no I can’t. Im not over it, and I don’t feel like I can just talk about it with him, I don’t know why I feel like that, but I didn’t have ab easy childhood, that made me think I can’t talk about anything with anyone. I should talk about it. So hello, here I am trying to get it off my chest and finding solutions, finding ways to heal.
I really just want to be happy again.
You should share with him, if you think he’s a good guy and he’ll understand then start with some small minor stories of your past, look how he reacts and based on that you can move forward
Thank you, I’ll try when we talk again
Heyy are you alright?
I’m okay I guess it’s just been bothering me for so long and I just don’t know how to talk about it to anyone. Are you alright so far?