I know that feeling so well. I have had 9 heart attacks, I have 5 stints, I had a quadruple bypass. I should have been dead years ago. My son is in and out of jail, and my daughter lives in cal.
I have all the right reasons to be sad. I spent 300.00 on plastic models to build and I can’t get up the ambition to build them. But you know what I tell myself every day that I will build those models. I open the boxes and look at the parts on a regular basis and I know I want to. One day I will!!!
The news tells you to be afraid, all is lost. BS!!! It will turn around, I’ve lived long enough to know it won’t last forever. I’ve been depressed most of my life, I’m 66 years old I know it will get better it always does.

Don’t get depressed… Nthng is gng to stay same forever…