miscellaneous @vyy
I am Indonesian, 26. Finished my study in Paris last year and I have been jobless for 1 year. My parent still pay for all my expenses. Really miss my family the last time i see them 2 years ago then corona came stuck in Paris with no job. Feel like going home to visit my family but afraid people think that i am a loser, already spent so much money of my parent but bring nothing home. They put very high expectation on me, and their words are killing me slowly.
I cry almost everyday, trying hard to get a job but zero answers, had few interviews but still they didn’t choose me, tried many small businesses to help my expenses with my friends, still didn’t work, got fooled by others.
I feel blind, idk where my life leads me to, i am crawling alone here with nobody not even a single family here, so much pressure, nothing works.
Feel guilty to my parents, feel like a big loser, feel have no goals in life. I feel so lost.
Kushagra @kushgpt
Hey
It’s just a rough phase of your life
Things will be at the happy end soon
Go back home get your mind fresh talk to your parents there motivation will push you up
Shalin Gupta @shalin99
I can feel you like really understand you i can say that I’m somewhat in the same position.
I wish that i can help you somehow but i really don’t know what to say.
All i can say is don’t lose hope.
You’re not alone. Most of them including me in the same situation. We are having very rough days. We do spend days waking all night and spend all days daydreaming but we are always trying to choose a different way which is long empty and alone. It always most of them don’t understand but at least we need understand ourself that we are achievers of tomorrow.
