I am in Germany and did my MSc. from here as an international student. Now the thing is I can not find a full-time related job. The issue is, that I can live on any small part-time or odd job, but I need a full-time job to get a visa for my spouse so that she can come here. This whole spouse visa process took almost two years and now that it is time to give my job documents to the visa officer, I do not have a job. The spouse visa will surely get rejected and I may have to go through the whole two-year process again to get my spouse here with me. I feel so helpless, down, and frustrated that I haven’t felt in my life before. I owe a lot of money to ppl already but I can work my ass off to pay that, but this wait of years again, the embarrassment, the sad voice of hers is breaking my heart again n again. I have limited my contact with family as they ask about my job every time. I don’t know why I am not getting a full-time job in my field. I am applying correctly n everything.