I am in class 11th right now…
Studying for neet…
I try so hard, but I get distracted every time…
I try to be on track and prepare, but I get distracted so easily…
Either its movies, social media, or overthinking…
I got distracted and started watching a series…
It was a big series with 200+ episodes…
Now I have a lot of backlog… at least 1 chapter in each…
I am very frustrated now…
My parents have trust on me ,but i am just lying to them that studies are going well…i am getting good marks because i am studying and not because i copied…i feel guilty but, truth is i don’t know why i am studying…i did not have any passion so i did as parents told…i don’t know why am i doing this all…they are so concerned about my life…you won’t believe they joined me in Allen from class 6th…yes you read it right…but it was a bit hard for me and i wasn’t serious for it…but i regret I didn’t focus and till 10th i was in allen but then they shifted me to just a school…they just think its a waste of money till now cuz i didn’t got good marks in any year and now i know the value and impoertance…i need coaching rn and they don’t trust in that matter anymore…i mean literally in which year i was supposed to do all classes i am nit allowed…i am just done with life…
You should talk with them openly.
okay
First you need to believe in yourself. You should think +ve and prioritize the goals.
First, one subject at a time and start reducing those backlogs.
You have been lying to your parents, If you tell them the truth now, it will help understanding each other and helps getting your confidence back to clear those backlogs. But, even if they scold you or shout at you or do not talk to you, You should take it +vely as they are your parents and all these happened because of you and you should fix that by yourself to bring the trust back.
Your parents wanted you to be in best schools and colleges; They did what ever they can so far. Now, it is your turn to build your career y taking correct decision. If you get good % in your studies, you will be in a good position in society and that brings you happy and your parents will be so proud. They do not need your money but they want to see you happy and make them proud parents.
First stay away from all these entertainment industry as it is not going to give you for your career. You will see lot of your friends talking about that series or season or a movie or a YT channel or a Tweet; This is just time passing and do not need to react to those. Your studies and results give you living life and beautiful career.
Just think which is important to you. Even after studying seriously if you fail, You should learn from it and need to become much better next time.
We are all surrounded with many benefits but we should choose what is needed and what makes us better and shine. Observe your thoughts and react to the right one.
God Bless You.
Hey @mysoul
Thanks but I don’t have courage to tell them…they already hate me and they’ll hate me more,and about backlog, its way too much…idk what am I gonna do…!
