I am having a major depressive crisis with my family. They are big time narcissist and invalidating of pain idk where to go…I want to run away and never ever see them. I wish someone gets me.
I understand you bud, but, you know sometimes we need to be strong and I know you can handle this just trust yourself it’s okay if you wanna cry just make sure you don’t do something stupid.
I TOTALLY GET YOU. i just like wanna be independant and live life on my terms.
Its like they always wanna slut shame you. you are a girl dont do this, dont wear that, what will people say, your father wont like it, blah blah
fucking bullshit
just have hope .
its like i just wanna scream “fuck you, fuck this”
but i cant
all these emotions are just bottled up.
kiera @kiyoko
i felt that on another level, sometimes i want to disappear and run away and never see them again, i dunno i want them to be sad and frantically look for me but i don’t think they’d be that sad. i’m the middle child, forgotten and the one with the most “issues” sometimes i was scream and break everything around me. i never cry cuz i don’t want pity and to be more of a burden to them. I don’t know your story but if you ever wanna talk i’m here :)
Thank you all for replying. Idk when will this get better. My parents are very emotionally unavailable…they don’t even bother coming to me asking me how am I there is so much denial and all…there is so much gaslighting I am beginning to doubt my own reality