I am have always felt that when deciding upon to date a person or not ...it boils down to one thing ...your LOOKS. But in reality very few people are good looking and people are behind them all the time ...for example i am average looking i haven't heard from a single girl that she had feelings for me ...but when most of my friends talk about stuff people have told him/her ,i feel like i am not enough. Deep down i know looks are very superficial ,but most people judge you by looks .I don't know i just can't actually meet people properly.I tried number and got 2 matches one of them started talking tome ,but then i Don she didn't reply afterwards.I really don't know how to meet someone... Or will i ever meet someone ...or am I gonna die alone 

Looks definitely doesn't matter. One of my friend (worst looking m.f. I have liberty to joke on him as he is my friend) had 3 relationship. He also believes that if you are able to talk and communicate properly, looks doesn't matter.

Navneeth 

Insecurity

why is that guys i like dont like me back 

Frustration

Feeling so low

Depression

Extreme hard to deal
Only our efforts can heal...!!

3am Thoughts

feel like everyone's slowly distancing/drifting away from me 

Exhausted

As I sit down to write this note, my heart is overflowing with love for you. You are the light in my life, the reason for my smile, and the source of my happiness. Every moment I spend with you is a treasure, and I am so grateful to have you in my life. I want you to know that I love you more each day, and that my heart beats for you alone....Dear

Im feeling dizzy and so much tired, my mind is upset. I want to quit drinking.. But i don't know how to make myself believe that i had quitted.. Can some one help me.. Whenever i club with my friends or they offers a drink i can't resist.. Am i becoming alcoholic..

Alcohol

Hi so i am currently right before a "crisis" again. Idk why i am feeling like this but let me explain: Today was the first day of school and after school i felt like i failed at something even though its just the first day and idk why i am feeling like this again. I write again cuz it was the same last year too right before school was starting and during the first weeks i felt like i wasnt accomplishing anything and i am just scared to be the quiet kid cuz i dont like that. I know that i can be active in every lesson but sometimes i feel so unsure about me. And the worst thing is always that i dont really know why cuz i know that i can but for some reason i feel even pressured and then theres no word coming out or i am feeling so unsure about what i am going to say next.
But i do think i even know the reason but i dont wanna admit it cuz when i do so i feel weak and so pathetic. I think its because of the other people in my classes since i dont even know them all which is fine cuz i dont really have much in common with them and got my own friends around me. But sometimes i feel like i have to proof something to them other people and also since i dont know them that right ( i mean it was just the first day of school sure thing i still dont know them right like i havent even had all my classes) i kinda cant speak up.

Ok so I KNOW that i am a overthinker like obv but i dont know how to turn it off and give a sht about them cuz if i dont speak up i dont even get the chance to meet them.

So that is my crisis i am still positive about this situation and i dont wanna give in and be the quiet kid even though i am smart i know that and this should not sound egoistic or smth like that. 

I just wanna share my knowledge but dont know how.

And i know this whole text was just a mix of everything but i appreciate it if you read it until here xx

School

So, there is a person whom I had met roughly 2.5 years back. It was my first day at articleship and the moment I looked at him, my heart ricocheted for a while. Since then, I can't forget the eye contact. He seemed rude at first not with me in general though. He looked so cute initially that I thought he was also probably a few month old intern. Thereafter, I realised that he was in his last year of articleship(senior intern in CA Final).

I don't know what it was that I found special in him. I was so stupid that the next day itself I took his number from the office diary and messaged him a doubt. Waise the doubt was genuine. I got curious to know about him since it's my nature. I like knowing about people and when I am unable to, I get even more curious. After sometime, we  occasionally started sharing some banter.  He is a CA now. I haven't seen him after the pandemic.Though I have his number, I don't message him often because he is preparing for some other course as well. So, I feel like I will end up disturbing him or sound weird if I will message him. 

Genuinely, I might have had short term crushes but I don't know why I can't forget him even though there isn't anything specific that I know or like about him except for the fact that there was surely something different about him and about me when I was in his aura. 

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