I am good relaxed ,regretfreee ,calm, desirefull, and enjoying. If any body wanted to have a relaxing chat then i am open

Children

You look so broken when you cry…

Music

So I've decided on cut down all the toxicity in my life so I recently dropped out of my college or else I would be dead by now, but now the thing is my family is getting toxic too. So should I move out? 

Confusion

How did you guys choose that what do you wanna do in life? I am still so confused. I dont know if i wanna pursue MBA or ca or cs or anything?


College

Bz I am the only bread earner in my family, I use money wisely. In ofc my group frnds usually go for clubbing, restaurants and on expensive trips for which I have always said no. Bz of this have post bonding with group. They don't consider me most of the times. I am not their in their what's app grp. It feels like even if I am seating their with grp, they don't see me.
Sometimes they do include me in conversation, but most of the times I am excluded.
Bz of this I don't talk much in ofc I just go to ofc, do work, then go for break with grp n then come back n sit. 
If I try to leave this grp n go to other grp then it feels like other grp is not interested in including me in their grp. They might have made image abt me like why her grp is not considering her in the grp, she must have done something.
I am ambivert person, always loved to communicate people, have fun. But in the beginning to gel with people I take hell lot of time, which might make others feel like I have attitude bz of which I don't talk. However, I have always treated myself as inferior, bz of my looks why anyone will come to me n talk. Bz of that I also don't initiate communication. Hesitate to talk to people around. Always have fear of judgement. I know I need to work on this, but don't know how I will be able to overcome this.


Anxiety

There is no shame in making mistakes while trying to figure things out. The goal is to live a fulfilling life, not a perfect one.

Body Positivity

Yesterday was about to have a panic attack 😰. Afterwards it was fine, had a glass of water.

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