I am feeling very depressed. Me and my girlfriend were so good and care about each other… we were in relationship for the past 9 months we spent a lot of time together and we know about each other… she is very possessive to me And I too. we both belong to Christianity and she told that her parents would accept me as her husband and we planned a lot to be with eachother and complete the graduation in the same city. She used to care about me like my mother and i uesd to care about her soo much like her father. Her father passed away when she was 6 years old. And we made a lot of memories and a lot to say but i don’t have much time to describe but yesterday when she said that “do we need love in this age” and I don’t know what she’s talking about… she had gone to youth prayer in her church and they changed everyone’s mind like loving is a wrong way like that. she was angry with me for 3 days I don’t know why and she called Me last night and made me laugh and happy and I am happy too. When we end the conversation and about to sleep he texted me like that. I asked her “what would you do after breaking up with me ?”
She said I’ll keep myself busy with studies. I said it’s okay
She didn’t breakup with me but she said a point that if we both are made for each other…god will combine us. I agreed to her what she said. But the problem is when I heard breakup word from her mouth I didn’t get a proper breathe I collapsed on my terrace once…I think I would have died. I don’t understand the word breakup till now
I know that meaning
But I can’t feel it…and I don’t want to feel it.
And I don’t how I am
I’m a religious person n tbh I felt that way too for me this feeling of avoiding a relationship ended up after around 3 months.
Well there is nothing wrong w being in love and sooner or later she will realise it. I’d say give her space to realise it . She needs to know bout your worth in her life. Ik it’s heart-breaking to do so . To stay away is difficult. N it wont be easy but things should be cleared out from both sides. Tell her you love her n you respect her decision so you are giving her space she wants -
It’ll be alright ♥️ I’d be fine
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Hey, How are you doing now? and How is life in large?
