I am feeling heavily challenged today!
I am a physical therapist and really passionate about my work.
But I also have the fear, that I will get nervous or loose control over the situation while I am with a patient.
I have that fear for several years now, most of the time nothing happend, but last week I really got nervous, so that I thought the patient must have noticed.
I decided to openly admit it, he took it well I guess (but he told me he didn’t even notice). But I am still afraid it will happen again.
I am training myself in acceptance the last months, accepting life and accepting myself. So I guess I have to go through it, whatever will happen. But it feels really hard sometimes and I guess the acceptance and compassion of other people will help me through it. And that’s why I am here.
Hope you have a good day!
