I am feeling extremely down…I recently moved away to college for the first time, which has been difficult and a major adjustment. Before I moved I had started to question my own life, and whether or not I should simply end it all. Once I moved it seemed to only get worse, I began to think about it every time I was alone and whenever I tried to relax. I constantly question if people actually like me or if they were just faking. I criticize myself over everything and every little word that comes out of my mouth. People shouldn’t like me, I hurt everyone that is around me and I constantly screw up. I am seriously considering just ending it all…
Take some deep breaths honey. All tell me what happened.
It isn’t necessarily one event, it is just this build-up of events. Since I moved my family has been cutting me off from everything. I don’t have any support and I don’t have any friends here. Everyone, I do meet seems to not like me or to just be faking it. Everything I say and do seems wrong like I just mess up over and over. I have a bad history and have done bad things, at this point I don’t even deserve to be alive. I wish I had just killed myself years ago and spared a lot of people a lot of pain.
Up for being friends??
Socializing a little may make you feel better.
I am up for being friends.
