I am feeling bit nervers and exciting and still I want some advice on couple sharing me and my partner want to try couple swap still need but more input any one can help me 

As far as it's consensual it's ok. Everyone has their own ways of pleasure. It's a big step make sure u r prepared for it. Don't get jealous when ur partner would say he likes that person more in bed than u..it may affect ur relationship.. Try not to talk much about ur experience with ur partner or anyone.. people judge ok. Be safe.. don't take pics or videos so no one can blackmail u..u never know about anyone's intentions.. Sit in a calm place nd ask urself do u want to do this?? If ur heart says yes then Go for it.. 

Sexual Health

Why do I wait for u to come on.line...
And then still don't talk when you're...

3am Thoughts

He said i was gonna leave him. And i promised him i wouldn't he promised the same. But guess who broke their promise first? He. And then he got a girlfriend. It sometimes hurts but most of the time i don't feel anything just a bit betrayed...

One Sided Love

It's been a month since I moved to new city and literally not a single friend of mine has asked me how I am, did I settle good.
I didn't really like my friends, I always thought they all were fake but I think they've proved it.

Life

I'm depressed since so many year. Only thing I have in my life is just rejection, I just can not over come the trauma at all.

Anorexia

I have had really bad day today. Honestly lately everyday has been another bad day. I have had depression and social anxiety for a long time  now. Last year in my old school I felt like I  overcame it and was finally feeling fine. I had friends and I dared to talk to people. I didn't have lots of friends but still I had someone to hang out with. Last year when I got into new school I wasn't feeling well. I lost all the friends I've made and I had nobody. It was really stressful to meet new people and try to make new friends. I tried my best despite me feeling trash and lonely all the time. I jumped into conclusions during this time and assumed everyone dislike me and things got worse. Besides I have really diffucult to make hang out with friends after school. We never get close enough or have same intrests to do anything after school. Now, when I see those who have made friends and go to each others places, laugh, I get so jealous and sad. I feel alone. I have no one to talk to, to watch a movie with or to laugh with. Before I studied in order to cope with having no friends and no one around to talk to but now I don't even want to study. I'm even failing in school and I cry, I want to cry all the time. I want to give up on everything. I'm the only one whose been pathetic. I'm afraid of being alone my whole life. Alone, no one to talk to, no one to laugh with and no one beside me. Why? Why do i not even have one friend? Why am I so boring and depressed and negative all the time. I hate it. I'm not ok. 
Today also I tried to distract myself by listening to music and watching movies but I'm still crying and in pain. I can't even be alone with my thoughts. I'm constantly listening to music and daydreaming in order to ignore my thoughts, feelings and the reality. Why it so diffucult to make friends and just talk to people.. 

Lonely

My ex dont trust me that my parents know about our relationship,but they do. So when we met i told her that she can have my mother’s phone number and can contact her anytime u would like, but if u connect u have to be with me not otherwise. 
We talked for a while but she finally walked away saying u didnt give me assurity again like u did the first time (at that time i didnt tell my parents about our relationship as i didnt had any job was scared about how they would react) 
So, i asked her next day that yaar tell me na i would bring my parents to your home to talk to your parents about us. But she replied with a no 
Should i make my mom contact her first ?? 

Breakup

I hope you guys had great day. 
Gud nyt ♥️🥂
Take care ❤️

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