Madhulika @madhulikanaidu
I am emotionally exhausted. I dont even know what to do. Spending my days in my room, staring at the wall, everything I do makes me feel worthless. I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. It got to an extent where i couldnt do anything independently. It was so toxic, i felt like i was shackled and was suffocated, gasping for air when honestly my lungs have given up. I’ve been cheated on twice and i forgave him thinking maybe it was my fault that i couldnt give him what he wanted that he went and searched for it else where. I’ve been lied to, emotionally and physically abused. Everytime he victimized himself. I lost many friendships and prime time of my life. I literally have none to talk to. 8 months ago i mustered up the courage to tell him to leave me. i broke up. but he isnt letting me go. the toxic attachment and communication is still intact. how do i free myself from this relationship and move forward.? how?
You know what, these days are the hardest. But guess who’s tougher than the days. you.
People try to Gaslight your emotions all the time and this is the time you realise that you are your own savior. You need to save yourself here princess and get out of this shit. Let him go. It’s gonna hurt for a while. Maybe a lot. But one morning, that voice or that perfume wont matter anymore. There’s life beyond this. This is just a small part. A small experience. zindagi mein kcuh na kuch choot jata hai naina,jaane do!
Madhulika @madhulikanaidu
It’s like he is always trying to make me feel like i’ve spoiled his life. he blamed me for harrasing him, and he couldn’t achieve anything in his life because of my mental pressure. i am very upset. did i really do something like that? self-doubting.
Haha no bubba you haven’t.
People have this habit of scape goating when they fail to meet their own expectations.
This is not your whole life. It’s a small part. Embrace it learn from it and let it go. Have a good day u.
Riyan @riyanisawesome
JUST BLOCK HIM!!! From social media and as well as from your “LIFE”. You need to understand that you cannot expect peace of mind while still holding on to a burning coal in your hand. He isn’t letting you go because you are still communicating. Make your time more productive and start interacting with people who wants to be with you because they love you not because they want to use you.
Madhulika @madhulikanaidu
So, I am very indecisive. I blocked him right after my breakup but i keep unblocking him. He makes me feel very bad for cutting the contact off. I keep unblocking him and talk to him. I dont even know why i fall weak before him.
Riyan @riyanisawesome
YOU deserve BETTER!!! and you are STRONG enough to stay away from toxicity. All you have to do is try and make sure this time when you block him and you get the verge of unblocking him then think about all the toxic stuff he has done for which you had to suffer ALONE. while you were suffering he isn’t by your side and most importantly you deserve “LOVE” . so don’t expect you are gonna get it from him anymore . all i can assure you of receiving from him again is REGRETS.