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@whyamiwiththisperson

I am embarrassed.

I’m embarrassed to tell people that I am close to that I don’t want them to come into your home to visit me, because I’m sometimes too.mad at you to fake the funk.

I am embarrassed to tell people that sometimes when we argue you tell me to get out of your house. I am embarrassed to tell people that when I try to help you, it is only appreciated if you feel like appreciating the act. If you are in a mood and I am trying to do things for you and or for your house, you tell me you don’t need me to do anything for you, but yet you ask me to do things for you very often.

I am embarrassed that I have to lie to my friends and family about where you are during events, because you either don’t want to go, just because of an argument, or I am scared to ask you, to not be disappointed. This happens so much that couples that we used to hang out with no longer ask me if you are available for events.

I am embarrassed that say you dont give a fuck about my family, my friends, or even your own siblings and what they think, just because you’re mad…and it is such a shame because you say these things in anger, but yet I totally believe your words.

I am embarrassed that you’d rather dismiss my feelings because I am upset, yelling, or disagreeing and it’s better to ignore me.

I am embarrassed that I stayed in a relationship that has turned into this, because I am not surprised.

I am embarrassed that I allowed this.

I am embarrassed that I didn’t stop this.

I am embarrassed.

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@niyama

You shouldn’t be embarrassed. My own parents had this exact issue and as their child plus someone who saw all this from a third person view I can say that the embarrassment is not your burden to bear. Idk him but if he wasn’t always like this then he’s going through something probably. If that’s the case you need to keep your head above the water to prevent him from drowning. But regardless of all the possible scenarios you should not bear the brunt of any negative emotions. And most importantly pls remember communicate. Yelling is better than silence. You are not responsible for his actions both of you need to recognise that.

@whyamiwiththisperson

Thank you for giving your perspective!!! I definitely understand and feel that.

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