mimi @mimistate
I am currently preparing & taking action towards my business! It makes me happy to achieve my goal. However, my mother always has something to say about everything I do, how I feel, and how I live. I could even hear her criticizing me even though I was living alone. I feel guilty or not enough for all of my life because I’m afraid of her opinions & judgement.
As I’m recovering from a panic disorder, I do not wish to tolerate this because this can affect me badly. I’ve communicated with my mother in the past. I tried to understand her point. I shared my view and set my boundaries even when it has led to many arguments. It feels tiring to listen to her who says that she supports me, and then she does criticize or manipulate me and won’t believe that I am capable. I am currently losing nights of sleep because of this -
I don’t want to live up to her expectations because if I did, I would never feel happy or able to live my life. I do deserve to live my life to the fullest. I know I am successful. I know what I am doing right now leads to where I belong.
