I am broken! Broken yet beautiful. Donβt know when I will stop feeling for him. Everything was perfect, yet I let him go. Now he is getting married because I was afraid to do so. Why am I blaming myself when I was the one who made a practical decision. I chose brain over heart. Am I wrong?
I donβt the situation, I canβt say you are right or wrong. But I can say yes, you are beautiful, you had your reasons to let him go, and if itβs meant to be, it will be. Hope this helps!
I had some practical points on which I made my decision. But, sometimes I question myself; like wasnβt I worth the wait ? Why couldnβt he waited for me? Why didnβt he give me confidence for our future?
These thoughts are taking toll on me.
As soon as I rejected his marriage proposal, he immediately found bride for himself and left me broken. Was I too weak to stand up for him ? Was our love meant to be broken? How could he move on so fast, like I didnβt exist? We had a relationship of 8 years; you could say, we actually grew together.
Iβm so so so depressed. I grieve for our love.
Iβm scared for my future. I would never be able to get a man like him in my life. I will be unhappy throughout.