I am binge listening to Taylor Swift's songs (her version) then I remembered the first time I listened to them, I was nine. Today I'm nineteen. It suddenly hit me that my childhood is over and I'm becoming an adult soon, I'm technically already am. I suddenly feel nostalgic, bittersweet. I'm starting to miss my years in middle school where I was happy even though I was battling depression and anxiety. It's because I was with the people I love. Life is just weird, right?

Although it is also sad. Having to let go, but we have to move on in life.

Friends

How are you feeling?

3am Thoughts

These are just musings of a desolate mind.
It's a feeling that I don't think I can explain - I have so many things going for me - top job, degree, etc. but still find mental peace elusive.. 

Exhausted

I am feeling so lonely nowadays my ex dumped me and ghosted me, Pls talk to me someone....

Relationships

he is not taking any move 😫 how long should I wait. Like cmon dude. We still talk but it’s super dry I know we both want this to work. But it’s really slow jeez

Some friend treats me like shit i could feel that..but i dont let go of them because i know that I won't get anyone better.. I can't socialize no more.

Have you ever got this 3am thought or just a leisure time thought that u are useless? Like that feeling that u are missing smthing. Even surrounded by PPL the feeling of being lovely. I love alone time but being alone and being lonely are two opposite things wid close meaning.... I feel trapped... I can't show that i am weak else they will use it against me... Such thought of always showing u are strong but when in reality u are a weak human inside. The inner soul knows u better but it also knows things that u urself doesn't know about urself. The true side of u. Not the other two fake ones where first is when u are wid world n second wid ur frnds n fam n close ones. I'm talking about the third face u have that only ur inner self knows about. It get hard smtyms to fight anxiety. The inner turmoil and the outer world's stress n burdens makes u weakest n makes u cry so hard that ur cries get inaudible only to he face of u crying nad the sadness n tiredness shown on ur face... Can we really overcome this? Overcome the time when u are even below ur lowest deep down in the depths of ocean. Trying to get reached but no one would cus it's too deep for them...

Can someone Suggest a Good Series to watch?

Strictly No for HISTORY, GOD & POLITICS

Only ZEE5 and Hotstar only.

P.S. - Done with following already

Durangaa
Criminal Justice
She Hulk

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