I am basically facing three stresses in my life
1) Financially my family is going through a tough time and I need to support them with my current job and me sticking to my current job makes things manageable
2) I hate my current job, it is full of pressure and I totally hate it. But the problem is I got to stick with it to support my family and I really don’t have a say because then I look at my family and all they got is me.
3) my best friend and I were really close. We were so close he confessed his feelings for me. We also made out. However my first two stresses were so much I could not say I love him back. I pushed him further. He thought there is nothing going to happen and he went ahead and dated my other friend who was head over heels for him. The truth is I loved him too much but these stresses wouldn’t leave me. Now it all hurts just too much. I don’t know how to cope with this.