I am always panicked. I feel like people are going to leave my life. Those whom I love will always end up leaving. My boyfriend doesn’t actually love me. Why do I feel panicked anytime he says he doesn’t want to see me even though we’ve spent the last 2 weeks together, besides when I’m at work. There is no reason for me to feel so panicked. It makes me feel crazy when I have these emotions. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I just want to be able to have a normal relationship with out having a breakdown anyone he wants to be by himself. I truly feel insane when I have these feelings
You ain’t insane, crazy or anything like it. It’s called anxiety, maybe ptsd, trust issues, abandonment issues. And boy, I got all of 'em! But it’ll be OK. If they didn’t care about you they wouldn’t be there. Sorry if this ain’t helping
