I am a terrible person. I can’t concentrate on my studies. I am not going to live up to my family’s expectations.
Do it for you love. Your family shouldn’t be putting any stress on you. Do what you love, and if you don’t know what it is, explore. But don’t do it just because your family expects you to. Do it for you. Hope this helps.
Well you are going to live up to your expectations. You could and should do that. Because thats the correct and only way to live your life happily in my opinion. So my dear new friend please focus on what you think about yourself. Don’t see yourself from others eyes. You are not their perception. You are much more than that. Dreams are the things that keep us moving. They are achieved or not but try to fulfill your dreams.