I am a loser and I have always failed at everything. I don’t have any special talent and my career is doomed. I am 29 and still not settled. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 2 years ago but I couldn’t continue my treatment because my family doesn’t believe in “mental illnesses.” I can’t really focus on my career while being on this rollercoaster of emotions. I haven’t achieved anything in life and it all seems meaningless. I pretend to be happy while I don’t feel anything inside. What savings I had from my previous jobs, I spent it all on shopping spree when I was manic. It seems like I don’t have any control over my life and I wish I was all alone so no one would care if I had disappeared suddenly.
Shashidhar @shashidhar117
Hey don’t be so harsh on yourself.
Everybody wears mask and pretend to be happy . But reality is often disappointing dear.
And you don’t need to pretend, there is nothing you need to worry of too. Age is number and no rule for you to be settled by 29. Life happens when you least expect it.
Try to enjoy present moment, chill out and get out of comfort zone and make challenges,new adventure.
Whenever you feel low,you can ping me.i am not any therapist but definitely I am good listener
Thank you. I appreciate it. I don’t really know how to ping someone on this platform. I didn’t find any option to follow you or add you. But thanks for being supportive
Shashidhar @shashidhar117
Well!! Chat option they are yet to make it live but you can ping here in comments or you can ping me on other platforms like insta. If you want
Insta : @shashid_711
