I am a college student. Everything around me is more than fine, I have never seen any financial problems and was provided with everything I asked for. My parents just love me a lot. I used to have a lot of friends in school and as I moved to a different city for college we got separated, everyone is in a different city. I am still in contact with them, once in a while ai call them and meet in festivals. College is also fine there are lot of people I know and we hang out but still I dont feel good. My college class mates always invite me but I always deny, like the meanest of people in my class are nice to me I dont know why 😂, but the problem is I dont feel like doing anything and I am not a very happy person. I have started liking solitude, and I really feel alive when I am drinking alcohol. 4 out of 7 days I get drunk, and I prefer drinking alone. I feel no one can understand me, and I am really tired of putting up a fake facade. Is something really wrong with me ?